Post by Nitca Petrovsky on Jun 29, 2008 8:39:27 GMT
N I T C A. F A Y I N A. P E T R O V S K Y.
curiosity behind the mind
s i x t h. y e a r. R A V E N C L A W
sixteen years of something
unbelievable lust
S I N G L E
* It never lasts F R I E N S H I P[/color]
• inseparable it doesn’t even matter how hard you try
• like family keep that in mind
• attached at the hip time is a valuable thing
• partners in crime watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
• best friends watch it count down to the end of the day
• close friends the clock ticks life away
• good friends it’s so unreal
• average friends didn’t look out below
• party buddies watch the time go right out the window
• drinking buddies trying to hold on, but didn’t even know
• childhood friends wasted it all just to watch you go
• friend of a friend i kept everything inside
• on and off friends and even though i tried
• enemies turned friends it all fell apart
• secret friends what it meant to me will eventually be
• confidant a memory of a time when i tried so hard
• same clique and got so far
• fake friends but in the end it doesn't even matter
• friend of the family i had to fall
• forbidden friends to lose it all
• acquaintances but in the end
• just met it doesn't even matter
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* It makes the world go 'round H A T E[/color]
♠ hardcore hatred i'm saying everything i've said before
♠ mutual hatred all these words
♠ one-sided hatred they make no sense
♠ mutual dislike i find bliss in ignorance
♠ one-sided dislike less i hear
♠ enemies the less you'll say
♠ fr-enemies but you'll find that out anyway
♠ friendly rivals just like before...
♠ rivals everything you say to me
♠ annoyance takes me one step closer to the edge
♠ avoidance i need a little room to breathe
♠ tolerance cause i'm one step closer to the edge
♠ indifference and i'm about to break
♠ ignoring i find the answers aren't so clear
♠ backstabber wish i could find a way
♠ cheated on to disappear
♠ by association all these thoughts they make no sense
♠ jealousy nothing seems to go away
♠ friends turned enemies Over and over again
♠ love/hate shut up when I'm talking to you
♠ all for show shut up, shut up, shut up
♠ secret enemies i'm about to break
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* Nothing much worse than L O V E[/color]
♥ current to the cold of the static
♥ future and put my cold feet on the floor
♥ past - good forgot all about yesterday
♥ past - bad remembering I’m pretending
♥ past - chemistry to be where I’m not anymore
♥ in love a little taste of hypocrisy
♥ mutual crush and i’m left in the wake of the mistake
♥ one-sided crush slow to react
♥ fleeting glances even though you’re so close to me
♥ flirting you’re still so distant
♥ secret and i can’t bring you back
♥ forbidden it’s true the way i feel
♥ physical attraction was promised by your face
♥ sexual tension the sound of your voice
♥ friends with benefits painted on my memories
♥ enemies with benefits even if you’re not with me
♥ fuck buddies i’m with you
♥ lust you now i see keeping everything inside
♥ one night stand you now i see even when i close my eyes
♥ fling - past i hit you and you hit me back
♥ fling - present we fall to the floor
♥ fling - future the rest of the day stands still
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* Wine over water C A R E[/color]
♣ engaged i had nothing to say
♣ sibling and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
♣ cousin i was confused
♣ family - other and i let it all out
♣ good influence to find that i’m not the only person
♣ bad influence with these things in mind
♣ mutual respect inside of me
♣ respect for nitca but all the vacancy the words revealed
♣ respect for you is the only real thing that i’ve got left to feel
♣ mutual protection nothing to lose
♣ protective over nitcajust stuck, hollow and alone
♣ protective over you and the fault is my own
♣ roommate and i’ve got nothing to say
♣ classmate i can’t believe i didn’t fall right down on my face
♣ admiration looking everywhere only to find
♣ mentor that it’s not the way i had imagined it all in my mind
♣ emotional support so what am i
♣ teacher what do i have but negativity
♣ stalker cause i can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
♣ obsession i will never know myself until i do this on my own
♣ mixed feelings and i will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
♣ other - specify i will never be anything till i break away from me i will break away, i'll find myself today
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::Example::
Fawne Macriles
seventeen
♥ friends with benefits my left brain knows that all love is fleeting
♥ fuck buddies and I said it once before but it bears repeating
♥ lust Can't think of anything to do
"Liam? He's pretty attractive...quite fun between the sheets"
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Short quote on Nitca~Re-used from another site I'm on~
Not made by me, but a friend
Not made by me, but a friend
